October 5, 2011

So what do you do when your past starts to come and bite you back in the butt? Do you run away or stand up and fight back? It is a hard question to answer because you never know until this type of situation arises with oneself.

So readers, it has been a while since I have last posted on here. I am glad I am writing again. I want to say I have a lot to talk about but really that is not the case. I mean sure some ares of my life are still shaky but I really doubt you want to read about my emotional break downs, my insecurities, and my lack of hope and trust for the world around me. 

Quick Update :)

It has been a few days since I have last posted on here. With good reason too. My work moved me to 10 hour shifts so I am very much exhausted when I get home and practically sleep until I have to leave for work the next day. I do have some bad habits like not being able to fall asleep right away so it makes me very much like a zombie in the real world.

So again I am sorry about my tardiness. I will try harder to not miss a posting but Until my body adjusts to this new work schedule it will be hard for consistency with anything. I am not going to stop posting. It just might be for the next few days. But I will see what I am able to do.

So to continue with the quick update, I am doing fine. A little over worked and sore from working with the stone shields. So I am taking it kind of easy tomorrow. I have also broadcast my first live show. I will be placing links to the shows soon in the OYS-RADIO tab at the top.

Besides that I am just trying to survive Windsor, and keep a hopeful heart out that I will be able to hang out with Kayla this upcoming Sunday. I really some she doesn’t keep blowing me off because it is starting to become a bit annoying.

Until my next post
Stay Safe.

September 25, 2011

Today I went to church, of course it was a service that was at five in the afternoon. It was an interesting experience being there. When I walked in it is was pretty small group but then as they started worship for an hour or so the people began to start walking in. The music was so welcoming. I traveled an hour on my skateboard to get there tonight. I guess I am just looking for me again. The last three years I lost who I was to an illusion of myself. So Now I am just seeking answers and am able to meet the right people to help me answer them.

September 24, 2011

Today I am kind of lounging around since it is my day off. I thought about heading down to the club tonight to watch my ex-girlfriend in the last round of some competition at “The Legends Of 2012″. I really am not on good terms with her but I figure I should go since I did help her get to this point.

The last 3 rounds/performances I helped her with her wardrobe, her music, and her show itself so shouldn’t I be entitled to just go and watch and see how she performs and of course to see if she can beat her competitors. I guess it is a coin flip for me it is either that or stay alone tonight and just watch a movie or program, maybe I could read one of my books. I am unsure but time will tell.

I am going to head down town now to go grab some food then maybe hit up Starbucks and just enjoy the rest of my night. I will keep you posted tomorrow about what my decision was.

Until my next post
Stay Safe.