Today I went to church, of course it was a service that was at five in the afternoon. It was an interesting experience being there. When I walked in it is was pretty small group but then as they started worship for an hour or so the people began to start walking in. The music was so welcoming. I traveled an hour on my skateboard to get there tonight. I guess I am just looking for me again. The last three years I lost who I was to an illusion of myself. So Now I am just seeking answers and am able to meet the right people to help me answer them.
Pastor AJ, and his wife Mary I have known for a while now and they are two people I have come to respect. They seem like good allies to have in this conquest in finding myself. I guess I will have to wait to find out.
During worship tonight I felt a warm awe sensation flow over me. It is a feeling I haven’t experience in a long while. It felt nice. Although I was in some pain because of Saturday night. I ended up hurting my wrist and banging up my knee. Be back to the service first. Tonight’s message was about the solar and lunar eclipses that are talked about in the bible.
I was also called up in front of everyone and was prayed over. It was an experience. I know I will keep going back to church but I am just not sure which one as of yet. I am glad I was able to go to Gateway International tonight though.
Now as for last night, I ended up first starting my day by heading off to Starbucks and I met up with Joel. He is a really nice guy. Gay and flamboyant. We ended up heading to Maxine’s Adult Playground and hung out with Maxine X for like 2 hours. She is fun to talk to and is very well knowledgeable in the porn profession. Her and I will be speaking for some business ventures we briefly discussed.
After that Joel and myself went to Subway. We took our subs back to his place and watch the Incredibles and just chilled until he started txting Gillian. She was coming to the club with us. We did some pre-drinking then went to the club where I first walked in and saw Kayla. As I went to say hello I thought I got a glare from her and her friends so I went back to Joel and Gillian. They were with Trish. Any who Kayla received her crown and a check for winning her category (Women). I ended up talking with Kayla. It felt good to speak with her, actually is was amazing to see her she looked so beautiful. She really made me proud to be her friend last night.
I ended up heading back to Joel’s house. So I could grab my Netbook and head home. About 2 hours later after discussing the possibility of creating a YouTube short series about us. It would be funny as hell. You have an overly flamboyant gay guy, who wont openly admit he is gay. And you have a gay stripper that is actually strait. It seems like a winning combination in my honest opinion. At least something that would be really fun.
So that is all I really have to say for now.
Until my next post
Stay Safe.
