Sound Proof.

Today was like any other day. I woke up at around 9am, had sound practice (rehearsal). Then I packed up the sound equipment and headed down to the university. This church I do sound for was holding a concert. It was a successful event. A lot of good music, drama presentations, and well I as the sound technician i just enjoyed the compliments I got for the amazing quality of the event.

I mean I was happy to hear the comments but I think it could have been better.  I really love being back behind a sound board. It really allows me to express myself. Although the people on stage need to learn how to properly sing. ugh!

So I am here sitting down just looking back at the past week and reviewing all my accomplishments. I am quite content. Everything is picking up and I have only but a months left until i start school so I am kinda stressed out a little bit but I know it is going to work out for the better.

My aunt started decorating for Christmas yesterday. We think her boyfriend either threw out her old Christmas tree or hid it in his storage which would explain why he bought her a tree this year :P lol. I was hanging up some lights and one of the thumb nails broke and went into my finger. that hurt so much I am still sucking my thumb as I write this :P

I am going to post some more stuff later. Check back soon.

Jeremy

New Era

I am proud to present a new era in this current one.

1. AzureGale is being moved to Azuregale.com
2. Jeremy is Prepaaring to Move to Toronto
3. Jeremy is writing a books (Poetry book)
4. Jeremy WOPhaos Developers Mailing list.

With these new updates I am proud to say my life will never be boring again  well not as long as I have these tasks in mind. It is just a matter of putting it all together.

SO READERS HERE IS A QUESTION FOR YOU?

IF THE GRASS WAS BLUE, AND THE WATER WAS GREEN. WHAT COLO(U)R WOULD THE SKY BE?

Leave a comment with your answer. I look forward to reading them.

another Jeremy Update

In the past couple weeks I have worked on tasks that have disabled me to continue with Azure Gale or my own personal writings. although this may change now that I fixed my wireless on this laptop. II am actually quite proud of myself even though I overlooked the problem and now feel like an idiot.

I have worked on some tight deadlines for WOPhaos and I am writing up some proposals in hope that the dev community accepts them. If not I will do it for personal use or sell it.

Still on the hunt for whether it is web design, to audio/video production. Ugh can’t even get a job at McDonald. I feel worthless at the moment. What am I to do. Some say believe in god that his will. but he is already past his deadlines. Others say if he doesn’t want me to go or it is not his will. I am all understanding with that but at least give me a job or something to help me pay the bills.

Again even though surrounded by people I still feel alone. Why am I here. How do I inspire others. What makes me deserve to live. Why am I living in Canada and not in a 3rd world country. Why me. Why am I so much more special. I am just like everyone else. I love, I care, I hope, I dream.

To get back on topic I have just been down on my luck technically for the past two weeks. Well since I got back from Saskatchewan. Maybe I am just a born failure and God doesn’t want me successful in software engineering. ugh.

Expect a poem soon from me. but the last two were from Keith.

Scroll to be Written

I open myself like a book,
where the pages are in pencil.
You are always allowed to look,
But work’s done in stencil.

It stays this way for now,
Because of the damage done.
Take pen I do allow,
And write the things left undone.

Many don’t bother flipping through,
While some only read a few lines.
You may ‘ave heard of something new,
There’s hidden things of all kinds.

I wish that you would keep reading on,
But currently your occupied.
You’ve seen other’s pictures drawn,
For that I am a bit petrified.

Maybe someday you will find,
Just what you’re looking for.
Until then keep it defined,
As you on and explore.